Uncertainity

something within me suddenly started feeling insecure.
The same me who was till yesterday ready to live life the way it came, suddenly sees the need for a plan.

Suddenly the feeling has creeped in that time is running out.
I am sure that it not a normal life that is a stake here. What stands at stake is the greatness, the sense of having achieved something extraordinary.

Life can go on, and with some luck finances wont ever be a problem.

The knowledge exist within that nothing can be achieved without hardwork.

What we call hardworkk actually means doing things that we dont want to do in our otherwise routine life.
Something that requires an effort. And once you start enjoing that effort its not really hardword.
So the trick is to fool urself into believing that what you are doing is actually fun.

The inner urge to do something has to be great enough to pull you over your lazy self,
that which believes in looking for shortcut to everything, that which has forgotten to think hard to fight.

The need is to revive the fighter, the spirit that can help carry off the dumbest of activities with the best of spirits feeling more refreshed that drained.

Coming back to the topic of the uncertainity of the future.

Sometime ago, Dug Tank in his talk at the company said that we need to be a master of our craft in order to survive.
That thing makes sense but what happens to this mind that is not ready to stick to anything.
That wishes to be everything, wants to do everything.